tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2141810784907213632.post1553680499323006173..comments2023-03-29T01:09:32.041-07:00Comments on Parenthood Path: Sometimes, I forgetKristinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18148373432867881131noreply@blogger.comBlogger4125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2141810784907213632.post-4752175864921802842010-09-09T13:47:52.901-07:002010-09-09T13:47:52.901-07:00TG, Yep! To be specific, we were at 63rd place.TG, Yep! To be specific, we were at 63rd place.Kristinhttp://www.parenthoodpath.blogspot.comnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2141810784907213632.post-42235717688931839772010-09-07T16:05:45.752-07:002010-09-07T16:05:45.752-07:00Aw, were you at "my" bay??? Because that...Aw, were you at "my" bay??? Because that's where I pictured you at least! Pictured the liquor store and the boats and everything :) Glad you could have a beautiful day at the beach! And I hope you can soon embrace that you are "Mother" forever. (((((hugs))))Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2141810784907213632.post-54587356648849957952010-08-16T14:21:12.462-07:002010-08-16T14:21:12.462-07:00Oh, see I feel intense guilt about that. I'm n...Oh, see I feel intense guilt about that. I'm not even sure if I've ever "forgotten" about Ellie in real life, but it's a recurring stress dream/nightmare for me since she's been born. Before I had her, I had a recurring dream where I either had a little baby (sometimes a kitten or puppy but always a small creature that was mine to protect) and in the end of the dream it was always taken away from me. After Ellie, the dream shifted and now it's that I'm doing something else in my dream and suddenly remember - I have a baby! And she's over there and I'm not tending to her and she's all alone!! It's such a panic thing and then I race back to her....even when I'm awake I feel guilt about it!Leighhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/07578872366867741463noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2141810784907213632.post-32820884586238895122010-08-13T02:47:55.765-07:002010-08-13T02:47:55.765-07:00I don't forget but this feeling for me manifes...I don't forget but this feeling for me manifests in disbelief or denial. All of those intense emotions of waiting and infertility are so much more than just the child itself. They are a heavy trauma to carry. Such trauma and intense mindset don't shed easily.<br />I can totally relate to this.Lisa T.https://www.blogger.com/profile/07458511810640542071noreply@blogger.com